Post by HERMIONE JEAN GRANGER on Dec 6, 2010 23:06:35 GMT -5
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[/color]. never say never [/blockquote][/size][/center]Boys hadn’t been something Hermione had been all that interested in until probably around her fourth year when she had started to notice them more. She could thank Viktor for that, someone whom she hadn’t fawned over or followed around like so many of the other girls, but was still pleased when he asked her to the dance. It had been unexpected but it had turned out to be a wonderful night – until Ron ruined it of course. She had been furious with him for awhile after that but eventually she had forgiven him. He just frustrated her to no end. And then this year’s ball had come along and once again he hadn’t asked her. She wasn’t sure what to think, exactly, but he and Harry were her best friends. They meant everything to her and she’d stand by them to the end, no matter how frustrating it was.
Which was why, right now, she was trying to do just that, but there were complications. She had started to develop feelings for someone she knew she shouldn’t, and it was the last person on this earth that she thought that’d ever happen. It was unimaginable, unthinkable, yet it was clearly there. Hermione stood in front of the mirror in her dormitory, wrapped in a fluffy white towel as she brushed her damp hair. She had cast a detangling charm and was currently slowly working through the mess of curls that made up her hair, but her eyes weren’t on the brush moving through the tangles – her eyes were on the marks along her neck, the ones that were slowly fading and ones she’d need to re-cast another charm on. She managed to keep them hidden pretty well during the day and with her amount of hair no one ever noticed, but they were there clearly now, almost bruised, but she knew why they were there and where they had come from. Something she’d never talk to anyone about – it just made things worse.
Hermione finally finished brushing her hair and took her wand, concealing the marks with a simple spell, hoping no one would have noticed. There was no way anyone would hurt her friends, and she wouldn’t be the reason for that to happen. She still couldn’t believe he had actually admitted it, and the feelings he professed for her, it was clear they were true, which made her even more confused and complicated things so much more so than it would have if he had been faking all along. It also didn’t help she still had feelings for Ron, although the other – the one whom she was finding herself spending more time with, was slowly overtaking those feelings. Hermione reached up to touch her neck, wincing slightly as her fingers touched a still-sensitive spot, now hidden beneath a charm. She felt her stomach do funny flip flops as she thought about those times with him and had to shake her head to clear her thoughts. She had a Defense Against the Dark Arts essay due, she should work on that. Sometimes she wished she could go back to their third year or before, when things had never been this complicated with boys. They were just friends, nothing more – and now? Now she was experiencing love, at least, what she thought might be that, for he had said those words to her and she felt them down to the core of her body, and it terrified her. She didn’t like to think that she might be feeling something like that, and so she’d immerse herself in homework and studies, and her friends. Yes. That would make things so much bette.
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